Here is a text message I received from a friend sometime ago. Just thought I'd share it here. :)

"Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hinahawakan ng iba.
Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.
Huwag mo ng hawakan kung alam mong hawak na ng iba.
Huwag na wag ka ng magbalak humawak pag alam mong may hawak ka na."

Simple and true isn't it? :)

I know I should have done better, and could have. Sorry... :-S *scared*

Right in the middle of all the fuss that comes with the nearing of finals week, here I am again, blogging to chill down a bit. Haha. I know. It's time to stop playing games and be more serious now. I could pull through by cramming in high school, but not in college-not anymore. This playful attitude has got to go. For so many weeks now, I've been putting off a lot of stuff that I should have done long ago. Like studying in advance for the finals, and cleaning my multiply site, and organizing my files a bit. But well, I just couldn't bring myself to do them. Haha.

Ok. Now's the time to change. Hopefully, I'd be able to stick to this thinking.

i'm always almost too close to you, always too close. and it scares me, like hell. it's not a bad thing really. but it scares me to be this close again, to be so close as to falling in love. i'm afraid of that attachment, that need of always wanting to be next to that someone, to want to feel secure, to feel loved, and be of worth. despite all these, it scares me most that no matter what conditioning i do, i can't seem to contain myself as i had promised.

It’s been just a month when we came to be
Long or short, as how people came to see
But even for 30 days, I know it’s true
Love was made for me and you

Today’s 22, as everyone knows
People act normal as it all shows
But it’s very different for just us two
‘Cause love was made for me and you

I had two quizzes today, almost woke up late
I had term papers and posters to create
But then my crazy world would stop, out of the blue
I’d stop and think, “Heck! Love was made for me and you”

You’re my escape from the cruel world we’re in
You alone are my sure cure in a deadly bin
Maybe you don’t even have the slightest clue
Heaven agreed love was made for me and you

If you ask “Will you love me for the rest of my life?”
I’ll answer “I’ll love you for the rest of mine”
I sure hope you agree with me too,
I think love was made for me and you

I know for sure, you are my forever
Growing old would be fun with each other
And even after a decade or two,
I’d still say, “Love was made for me and you”

Woah. I'm back! Heehee! Searched for this a few days ago and re-read some of my latest posts, which dated March 2008 by the way. Somehow it reminded me of the times I felt pretty much alive, apart from the fact that I actually tried over and over to keep this from the public eye. How things have changed in only a few months. And how I blogged with so much depth, blogged with my heart invested in this, as if no stranger really stumbles upon my blog. Well, I just realized that I shouldn't go in just as deep this time. It's just not proper anymore. Heehee.

Anyway I'm back. But don't expect a thousand more posts 'coz maybe I've just dropped by.
Who knows? Hahaha. Ciao.

"you truly know you made the right decision,

when you pick the harder choice and your heart is at peace.."

There comes a time when you realize that it's time to move on. that there isn't any more coffee to drink, no more rivers to swim nor any more mountains to climb. But life doesn't officially end there. Things change. Sometimes change leaves someone else lost, as a ship abandoned at sea. But of course, lost people could find their way back.