There has been so much strain for the past few weeks. Thank you for the friends who keep me sane. :)

As long as I could still feel the alcohol in my system, I'm happy. :)

Something I realized.

Relationships disappoint. Nothing is more painful than realizing that the one you offer your whole world to, isn't the person who cares for you the most. One can't help but notice that other people do a better job of making your day than the person you expect to. A word of advice to all those who have the audacity to treat the one they're with neglect, you are already killing a human being.

This is a poem that I find relaxes me. It reminds me how true love is suppose to work. ^_^

SONNET 116
Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
O no! it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come:
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

It's complicatedddddd!

Could this be real? It's too good to be true. Especially when I've been led to believe that good thing's don't last. Good things just don't last...

I've got to admit. I think I'm smitten. <3