Boy: I heard you found someone new..
Girl: Yes, & he's better than you
Biy: why? can he make u amile & laugh like i do?
Girl: No, but he never makes me cry...like you do..*cry*

First love never dies...

I still miss you. Late at night when I get lonely, I think of you. I wonder what you're doing, how you're doing. I wonder if you get enough of rest or if you ever sleep. You've always been so hard headed, you didn't want to sleep at night and would rather prefer to stay up all night.

I miss those times that only you could see right through me. How you could break me so easily, something nobody else could do. Those times you've asked whether I was alright or not, even if in your heart, you knew the answer quite well. I miss the times that even in your silence, you could make me feel a lot better. I miss those times I look at you and I want to cry and laugh at the same time, I want to hug you, hold you tight and never let you go. I miss those times you look at me as if I have gone nuts, then you would whack my head with those affective hands of yours. I miss the way you look at me as if I'm the most special girl in the world. I wonder if you miss me too. I wonder if you miss those times, our times. I wonder if you miss us. But I guess you don't. I know you only treated me as your little sister. You very unruly, very makulit little sister. We just had a special bond, didn't we?

Don't get me wrong. I'm almost over you. I can now think of you and not feel any more pain, or hurt. I can look back at our times and not feel regret. That's a good thing right? I think I can get by without you now. I still miss you, though. I still do. But then I guess, first love never dies, and maybe that's what makes you so special to me.

Hiyee to all of you! I'm back!

I have been in Caliraya for the past few days, where the 24th FCCY National Convention was held. The past few days that had passed had been a blur. But nevertheless, it had been one of the most meaningful moments of my life. It's one of those days that would be hard to forget. Super saya, as in! Hehe! For adventurous people, this would surely be a blast. I've met lots of new friends, despite the language barrier of some of us. On the plus side, the place was great too. Specailly at night wherein you could see the whole sky and the sky is practically covered with stars. During our last night there, we saw shooting stars! (Lots of them!) Too bad I wasn't able to wish because it was so fast. Hehe. And, there's no pollution there, unlike here in Manila, where it's really really hot and dirty all around. It's all greeny and fresh and cool there. Ahh, and we have buffet there. Every meal! :D Yum yum! Another highlight would have to be the MUD SLIDE! Yep, it's mud, it's gross, but it's FUN! Even though my butt hurt right after, fun paren! Haah! Db Aidee?! :D Praise and Worship was also the best Praise and Worship I've ever attended. Iniyakan ku pa un! Heehee! =D And Mr. Arun Gogna! The best!! Haha! Team building activities were fab too! =)

Aw, it's been only a few days after and I'm already missing them badly. It's so sad that we have to leave so soon, just when everyone was getting comfortable with each other and the real fun was just starting. I miss you guys na! hehe. I miss my Saint Faustina group, St. Jude Chapter and all the other people. *mwahugs*

ROAR! KILL!!!