one last cry...

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last crymy one last cry…
I was here
You were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Been living a lieI guess
I'm down,To my last cry...

~~dnt really know why i posted this...

busy week...

i've got a really busy week! tests, activites, projects just kept coming! i just wondered how i still had an ample time to post in this blog! to start with the update, we had a new seatplan in class. i really like the new seatplan!! but then, i was transeferred to the first row so it was quite hot. it's ok... now my seatmates are fun to be with. and they're not as dependent as my old seatmates. *ehem* hehe! anyways, i'm feeling the love! i feel as if love is a burden. like it hurts everyone who feels it. haaayyy... some people clearly have nothing better to do than to hurt the feelings of others. it makes me angry... how people can be so inconsiderate when they love... it makes me wonder how love feels...

new layout,,,

as you can see, i changed the skin... *credits to faye!* tnx so much!! hehe! anyways, im feeling quite alone... dunno why... me and my friends had a conference a while ago, shared a lot of things we didn't know about each other. it was really fun, some stories made me sad, but mostly, they made me happy. i realized today that when you try to forget someone, the more you remember that person. it really hurts you know... oh yeah, i missed the music ministry practice for the conference, but at least it's worth it. anyways, i have to go now... byee!!! forgetting someone takes time, it comes naturally...

daniel radcliffe

daniel radcliffe... la lngü

too much love ==hazardous to health /gg

first week of school this year was really busy, leaving me without an ample time to log in my blogs. good thing there's no classes today, giving me a free day, and yet, there is not enough time to sqeeze in work, and getting online. things just never cease to slow down in our so-called 'life' im feeling a bit gloomy today, as worries are clouding my mind. that's right-problems again. when did problems stop looking for me anyway? like never... but now, things are worse, if they're still not the worst. i've got problems of my own and my friend also has a problem, my life is mala-teleserye! maybe i should make my own show about my life story someday, something like MMK or the likes... nyahahaha /gg! anyways, life goes on... but i still dwell on the past, when i still felt like i can walk on water, or when i still didn't have serious problems, and i don't have a care in the world... oh how i missed those times... im starting to be self-pitying, gosh. purging my teenage angst and loneliness. i'm making such an emotional outlet of a public webspace. for one thing, it makes me seem whiny and melodramatic. you see, when i created this blog, i told myself that only happy memories would be worth sharing publicly. it's not nice telling and sort of like bragging to the public about my little sufferings in life-i've got my own scarlet notebook to write on every night for that purpose. unlike others, i don't waste time making public my miseries. that's already obsession for depression. very different. waaahhhh!!!!! i wanna die!!! die!! die!!!!