I'll Be There (For You)


When you wake up each mornin'
and you feel like callin'
I'll be there for you
When the road seems uncertain
And you can't stop the hurtin'
I'll be there for you
When there's no one beside you
I'll be there to guide you
Catch you each time you fall
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there....


When the world is unkind
And your dreams they need more time
I'll be there for you
If the rules they keep breakin'
And the future is fadin'
I'll be there for you
The rainbow will end in the palm of your hand
Don't ever let it go
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there....


Who knows where will go
What will tomorrow brings
When we have each other
Just hold on tight
We can touch to skies and fly......


I'll be there for you....


The rainbow will end in the palm of your hand
Don't ever let it go
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there....


I'll be there....

DON'T

Don't care so much for me,

I may get used to it.

Don't come so near to me,

I may not be able to detach from it.

Don't put so much faith in me,

I may not be able to handle it.

Don't touch me the way u do,

I may not be able to get over it.

Don't become a part of my life,

Coz without u, I won't be able to live it.

Don't make me fall for u,

I may not be able to fall out of it.

Don't come into my life,

If u have to leave one day.

Don't give me the hope,

That it's forever u r gonna stay.

Coz love is an emotion

I won't be able to hide,
When love isn't reciprocated with love,
It hurts deep down inside.
Don't start something
That I won't be able to end.
Don't make me believe
That u can be more than a friend.
Coz at the end of it all,
I don't wanna hear u say,
That," I'm sorry,"
" but I never felt the same way!"

be yourself* audioslave*

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the mayonnaise jar and two cups of coffee

The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee


When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in>front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things---God, your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions---and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car. The sand is everything else---the small stuff.

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are really important to you.

"Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner, spend quality time together each day and remember to take planned vacations each year. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first---the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just "sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."

mcdo

well, our last pic with the ghost.. it shall always remain a memory that will always haunt me.

emote, emote. haha

in a soap bubble, lightly floating towards infinity. that is where i would like to be. so i wouldn't be bound to hear a thing..
to lose myself into oblivion and to avoid regretting a fading past that with all my being, i'd like to be my present and my future. it would be almost funny if it didn't hurt so much, don't you think?
if only, even for the last time, i could lose myself in the warmth of your embrace..

i love you, goodbye

I Love you. Goodbye

The sun had just stopped shining
The stars and moon slowly appearing
As I stare up the bloody sky
I can’t help but cry

My love as sweet as honey
My heart only beats for you
Only with you do I find happiness
But why, my dear, do these tears fall for you?

As I gazed around and stopped searching
I must choose this key to set me free
It came to mind the change of seasons
And so I should change for my own reasons

Time glides on
The world goes round
People constantly change
My love for you just might


this was the poem i made for our english assignment. pinaghirapan ko yan! haha. well anyways, super puyat na ako! asar naman. ang dami dami kasi tnetest! english and filipino test namin kanina. hindi nanaman ako marunung! waaa... ok lang un filipino. wish ko lang sana pumasa ako. kasi bagsak ako sa lahat ng quizzes! huhuhu.. lungkot naman tong buhay na to.. oh yeah, something happened a while ago. i saw him. he saw me. and i just stared at him. waaa... he must think im a complete weirdo! hindi kasi nagprocess agad utak ko nun! waaaa.... :(( wish me luck nalang sa chinese! :)

naliwanagan na..

mahabang pagsusulit nanaman. ito ang pinakaayaw ko sa buong school year. magpupuyat ka tapos hindi ka pa makokontento sa grado mo. lalaki ang eyebags mo, papangit ka na, hindi pa siya worth it.. hay naku.


sa maikling panahon ay nakalimutan kong respetuhin ang prinsipyo ng iba. basta basta nalang ako nanghusga ng tao. sa aking pagkokoncentrate sa pakikisama at pag-fit in sa iba, nakaligtaan ko ang tamang prinsipyo sa iba. nakalimutan ko na balikan ang aking paniniwala't paninindigan.


alam ko ang pakiramdam na hinuhusgahan, naranasan ko na iyon. pero hindi pa ako natuto sa aking pagkakamali noon.


loser ba? loner ba? ang bawat isa sa atin ay pagkakaiba. hindi porket iba sila mag isip ay weirdo na sila. hindi porket lagi sila mag isa ay loner na siya. hindi niya naman kasalanan kung hindi siya ganun kabilis magtiwala sa iba o kaya'y ganun kabilis makipagsocialize. para sa inyong impormasyon, nasa mga tahimik ang pinakamalalim na ideya na taliwas sa ordinaryong pag iisip. sino ba tayo para manghusga ng iba? dapat kasi inuunawa na lamang ang mga ganitong tao, pakisamahan nalang sila nang maayos. pero kung hindi niyo ito kayang gawin, mas mabuti pa't manahimik na lamang kayo. kaysa naman yung inaapi niyo yung tao. kahit konting respeto man lang. marahil wala lang kayo magawa sa buhay kaya't inaapi niyo ang iba. ano kaya ang iyong mararamdaman kung kayo ang hinusgahan ng iba?


kung hindi niyo talaga mahanap sa inyong sarili na huwag mainis sa isang tao, huwag naman sana lait laitin pa. kung ayaw niyo sa isang tao, huwag na kayo mandamay pa ng iba. kailangan nga ba na sirain niyo pa ang pangalan ng taong iyon? para saan pa? ano ba ang magandang maidudulot nito sa iyo? natutuwa ka ba? masaya ka ba sa ginagawa mong iyon?


RESPETO lang naman ang kailangan. kahit konti lang. tao rin naman sila. hindi naman siguro ganun kahirap mgarespeto ng kapwa.

busy school life

well, long time no post! school has taken a whole lot of my time. specially the projects. which were all due last week. super pagod na ko with all the cramming. tpos marami pang assignments. i guess that's just how life is. ;)


im done with science project na. and i could say that im quite satisfied with the result. 83- diorama, 85 for the brochure and presentation. not bad. :) it was quite unfair, though. since i did almost all the work. then there was also the religion project. we were made to do a powerPoint presentation about Jesus. it was easy. but took a lot of time to animate them. next comes the project in asia, which im doing right now. we have to draw the different stages of asian history. plus, report on it. waaa.. it's so hard. (brainstorming isnt really my thing) this project is for a group of four and my groupmates are gen, steph, and chesca. i guess im lucky enough and i could likewise predict that i'm assured of getting a good grade in this project. :)


we had one hour RHGP yesterday. the activity we had was called "gift for a friend" on my paper, super daming nagdraw ng bear. :) tnx ah! hehehe! :) sige, uhm, next time nalang.. bye bye! :)


oh yeah, belated happy birthday to JOCLA and lancelot! hehe! :)

problems?...

my life is so full of problems. ewan ko kung bakit.. they just dont seem to give me a break. something happened last week. but it's ok now. i think.. well, at least it's not that bad anymore.. J.K. ROWLING (i bet you couldn't guess who i'm referring to..) was writing fantasy again. 'HE' should stop it.. we get tired too you know. hearing all those lies.. he should try writing more on facts. but as i said, it's not that bad anymore. we managed to make thing work out between us. for our good..


just when i thought everything would slowly become normal again, A WHILE AGO happened. hay. im getting tired of all these problems. what's worse is, i can't believe i cried in school. it was so embarrasing. really. i should have hid myself. waaa.. it was because i was so irritated na talaga. and im feeling all guilty, and scared and everything at the same time. well, it was when all those emotions came together and i couldn't control them anmore. emotional outburst, as what i would call it. that feeling sort of just dragged until the afternoon. some people noticed nga eh.. which made me more irritated. hay. i don't know how i could bear with all these pressure, or how long i'd last.. anyways, thanks to all those who were concerned. :)


my grades are bad, as usual. im really trying though. it's just that my heart isn't really in my studies anymore.. *sigh*