right now...
i'm doing nothing...
this free time is unerving...
and so i decided to do this...
this little entry... i decided to make...
cuz right now, in this very moment, you're stuck in my mind...
i imagine what if... you're right here by my side...
watching me write...
but that won't do... a faint image won't capture you
JUST QUITE
RIGHT...

there's nothing like the real you...
especially when we're together...
which causes me to miss you... every 5 min. at the most ... or so i can tell

i don't think this is quite poetic...
more of pathethic i would say...
but even though i'm not in a writing mood...
i still want to do something and let people now what my heart says...

: " When i fell for you, i fell in deep...

Behind Me Lies Another Fallen Soldier

I want to bring You all that is in my heart
I want to bring You my everything
But I've failed You so many times
How can I stand here before You
When I begin to steal what only belongs to You?
I am able to bring You nothing that isn't already Yours
I am so ashamed of what I ever called my own.
Take what I have, take these broken remains.
What can I give to You that You don't already deserve?
You laid down Your life when I refused to give mine