too much love ==hazardous to health /gg

first week of school this year was really busy, leaving me without an ample time to log in my blogs. good thing there's no classes today, giving me a free day, and yet, there is not enough time to sqeeze in work, and getting online. things just never cease to slow down in our so-called 'life' im feeling a bit gloomy today, as worries are clouding my mind. that's right-problems again. when did problems stop looking for me anyway? like never... but now, things are worse, if they're still not the worst. i've got problems of my own and my friend also has a problem, my life is mala-teleserye! maybe i should make my own show about my life story someday, something like MMK or the likes... nyahahaha /gg! anyways, life goes on... but i still dwell on the past, when i still felt like i can walk on water, or when i still didn't have serious problems, and i don't have a care in the world... oh how i missed those times... im starting to be self-pitying, gosh. purging my teenage angst and loneliness. i'm making such an emotional outlet of a public webspace. for one thing, it makes me seem whiny and melodramatic. you see, when i created this blog, i told myself that only happy memories would be worth sharing publicly. it's not nice telling and sort of like bragging to the public about my little sufferings in life-i've got my own scarlet notebook to write on every night for that purpose. unlike others, i don't waste time making public my miseries. that's already obsession for depression. very different. waaahhhh!!!!! i wanna die!!! die!! die!!!!