sick.. =((

as if coughing wasn't bad enough, today, i totally lost my voice.
my voice is now a mere whisper. oh dear. i can't talk, i can't sing. i guess i could only croak. waaa..

as yesterday was all saints' day once again, i can't help but notice that things do constantly change. just a few years back, the cemetery hall was crowded with relatives, chatting and catching up on each other's lives. almost like a family reunion even. but then yesterday, i could see people writing notes, accounting, and doing some other things opposite from socializing with each other. things do change. the cemetery hall just became emptier and emptier with each passing year. i had always looked forward to spending all saints' day in the cemetery. but this year, all i felt was.. emptiness. [considering the fact that the hall is empty]