im pooped and im all stressed out. life is so cruel. on one minute, i was just laughing my head off on a corny joke, and after another, things just suddenly went downhill. grr.. nakakabadtrip lang kasi talaga. but then, who ever said that life is a smooth marble pavement in which we could just easily walk across? Life just has to have those slants and curves in its path. To give challenge to our everyday cityscape lives, perhaps? Or for us to appreciate our blessings..? But then, i thought, I do thank God for all the small blessings i receive. though you can't really stop yourself from not really being contented. but hey, we're all humans. and human souls never quench their thirst for the better. That is the nature of humans. *oh* wish someone could tell me where I went wrong. so i could freakin atone for it. my life is all hardships and sufferings. *sniff* sometimes i would think that i had been cursed for like.. eternity.