endings, beginnings...

it's new years eve! another year has passed once again. makes me regret all those things i've done and should've done, all those 'sorrys' i havent told and all those time i've wasted. makes me wish i can go back to those times! anyways, a while ago, i finished the last harry potter book that i've been reading for the last few days, part of it reminds me how it hurts to lose a loved one, specially a person close to your heart. harry lost his godfather-the person closest to his heart; and i recently lost my grandfather. it is my first christmas without him.. spent a few minutes mesmerizing the time we spent together, those christmases wherein we would go to his house and spend the afternoon there... it is now that i've come to realize that life is too short, it is not to be taken lightly, just anytime, someone you love can just be gone in a blink of an eye. i heard it a million times before, but then it was only lately when i understood it fully. 'you understand something you've understood all your life, but in a new way...'
anyways, just a while ago, i helped in cooking for our buena noche. it came out delicious naman! and when evening came, people started making noises as early as 10pm. they were too noisy that i couldn't hear the show i was watching on tv! i finally gave i and joined in in making noise! it lasted till 12am-new years day!!ü slept at 1.30 though since some people were so inconsiderate to text me and bug me till that time... zZzzZzzZzZ...