Sometimes I wonder if I made the right decision.. Sometimes you are there.. sometimes you're not.. Sometimes I don't feel you.. I don't think anything has changed since that day.. I'm still nothing.. I still feel like nothing... You don't seem to notice though.. I wish you did.. I can't tell you what I really feel. I fear the result of it. I can't tell you how I want things changed.. because you'll be the one to turn it on me and blame it on me.. That's what I think... So it's better if you figure it out yourself.. I sit here in this corner yet again.. I'll wait till my patience runs dry.. But heed this warning: One day, I'll grow tired of it.. When that day comes.. I'll go. And I'll never look back.